4.06.2008

Today.

Today is the day we say goodbye.

It's Toni's funeral all over again... I can feel it. More than anything, Andy's cries will take me back to 2001 when I stood in the hallway and told them she wasn't gonna make it. I collapsed. We cried on the elevator ride up only to be met by more weeping in the ICU.

I wish I had gone up to her casket at the viewing. Tonight, I will.

1 comment:

N/A said...

i wish i could be there tonight, showing up at your ontario house with chili cheese fries and strawberry shortcake and forcing you to have an appetite. i sry crys :/ weakness only leads to strength, buddy.