I'm supposed to be writing a paper...

As I begin my second semester of college I've begun to realize how much my life has dramatically changed in the last two years. My priorities have shifted from "What am I doing this weekend?" to "What am I doing with my life?" Growing up is a bitch. I could write a novel on it... but instead I'll show you this old myspace blog that I dug up. I did this the semester before high school graduation (aNNoYiNG CApitaLizatiOn and everything). I re-answered all of the questions in the second set. Scroll down to the bottom for those.

Old answers (02/08/04):
+ 10 bands/artists you've been listening to lately:
-LauReN HiLL
-effin RYAN CABRERA (with pOON... buahaha)
-wiLco (thnx to jordan)
-eL POSTAL SERVICIO
-the SounDS
-braNd neW
-eRiC CLaPton
-ELECtRiC SiX
-thE bEAtLES
-bRiGht EYES

+ 9 things you look forward to:
- turning 18 (p00napal00za, bitches!)
- figuring out what iiiiiii want
- this weekend... primarily thursday (HOOKA?)
- sunday, when my loves get back from their berkeley trip
- valentine's day ♥ (MORE hooka?!)
- starting work @ coLdstone
- developing better relationships with people i care about
- receving & spending my first paycheck
- moving up to SaNtA BarBara with my husband JOhN & my PUtO dAMiEN

+ 8 things you like to wear:
- flip flops
- jeeeeeeeans
- sweatshirts, comfy much? yep.
- my slippers that make my feet look like gorilla toes
- my bathrobe (especially in the morning whe its EXTRA cold)
- sunglasses (that i stole from p00n's desk... doo too doo...)
- undershirts (u just never know...)
- "cool citrus basil" body spray from Bath & Body Works

+ 7 things I have in my room:
- a mr. potato head (dressed in sexy constrution man clothes)
- a small pile CHEAP ASS BUT FUN condoms (i gave the rest away for xmas...)
- a bulletin board with movie stubs from the last 6 months stuck to it
- my desk (with too much crap piled on it...)
- me
- a bunch of abused cd's scattered everywhere
- my 2 fishies
- a piece of paper that has lyrics from a few rather emo moments in the last 2 months

+ 6 movies you wanna see:
- the new bATMAN movie thats coming out
- hitCh (closest thing to a chick flick i can find...)
- ALfiE (mm... jude law...)
- bREAkfASt CLUb (yeh... ive never seen it, scold me.)
- ANChORMAN (only seen half of it... grr...)
- the NOtEBOOK (i've read the book... and LOVED the mushiness ♥)

+ 5 people you want to spend more time with:
- JORdAN... cuz slowly but surely... things'll get better. i hope.
- NAt, JEN, & MEG (so that we could get this girl's nite/ boys vs. girls thing underway)
- tiM, cuz i effin NEVER see him at school anymore D:
- MARCOS (cuz we've both been "preoccupied." i miss my best friend damnitt!)
- JOhN, my husband, cuz we dont get to talk as much as we used to.

+ 4 things you did today:
- went to coldstone to drop off my work permit & met my co-worker, FRENCHY
- tried a grilled cheese from In N Out for the first time (quite yummy actually)
- made a bet with my mom that i COULD, in fact, become a vegetarian for a week
- filled up an ENTIRE paper with random song lyrics

+ 3 things you love about the opposite sex :
- when ur standing next to them, and then they randomly pull u close to them and hold u there without expecting anything.
- when they sit with u in silence. every now and then they'll throw in a glance toward your direction when they think ur not watching... and then they'll smile.
- how they act all macho whenever u need them for something...like changing your fish's water cuz u dont know how to... lol...

+ 2 of your favorite songs currently:
- "d.C. sleeps aLonE toNiGhT" by the poStaL ServiCE
- "iN thE WAitiNG LiNE" by zero 7 (from the GARDEN STATE sounDtRacK)

+ 1 random thought:
- someone should open up some cafe/ restaraunt/ arcade place where we can go at all hours of the night after parties or hanging out or random boredom spells. denny's seems to be the only solution after 1 a.m. and even THAT gets a little old. they'd make a killing off of teens around here. like.. if it had couches, maybe some pinball machines, vending machines, coffee or hot chocolate, and finger foods like fries and uh... ice cream. yeah... thatd be swell. and big screen t.v.'s where we could watch movies that came out on dvd the weekend before. yep. thatd be quite spiffy. somebody do it. or else!

New Answers:
+ 10 bands/artists you've been listening to lately:
-Ok Go
-Death Cab for Cutie
-Imogen Heap <3
-Rachel Yamagata
-ze Beatles
-Oasis
-Talking Heads
-Marcy Playground
-Jump Little Children
-Everclear

+ 9 things you look forward to:
- the end of my parents' divorce
- transferring to san diego state
- finding my own apartment
- our white trash xmas party
- discovering the meaning of unconditional love
- raising my children to be good human beings
- our drunken slumber party at santee's next weekend
- traveling the world
- turning 21

+ 8 things you like to wear:
- classic vans
- levi 518 superlow boot cut. best jeans ever <3
- hanes little boy tightie whities with the penis hole in the front! ftw! yessss
- a smile
- thermals
- hipster shorts (around the house)
- silky and/or lacey stuff :-)
- "cool citrus basil" body spray from Bath & Body Works

+ 7 things I have in my room:
- my smelly little hooker, penny-lane
- personalized shot glass that nat bought me at six flags
- empty fry box from wendy's
- ipod stuff
- picture frame with my prom group photo in it
- hot cocoa <3
- my laptop with an unfinished religion paper on the screen (i'm on my desktop)

+ 6 movies you wanna see:
- Borat
- Happy Feet
- The Holiday (jude law.. yum.)
- Stranger Than Fiction
- the Last Kiss
- the Departed

+ 5 people you want to spend more time with:
- Jordan.. As I said 2 years ago, things will get better. Slowly but surely.
- Marcamian (Marcos+Damian). I can't get enough of my besties <3
- mi Padre. I don't call as much as I should.
- myself.
- strangers. i need to meet more people.

+ 4 things you did today:
- ran with penny
- ate breakfast for the first time in like a month
- kind of got a job at the bank
- procrastinated like a motherfucker

+ 3 things you love about the opposite sex :
- the cute look they get when they have no idea why I'm mad at them
- how I always get butterflies with simple eye contact
- the overwhelmingly comfortable feeling I get by laying my head in that flat spot right below their collar bone

+ 2 of your favorite songs currently:
- "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" by Death Cab
- "Lately It's So Quiet" by Ok Go

+ 1 random thought:
- I miss 2 years ago.